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WHAT IS SENSITIVITY?
Should I put “trigger warnings” on this blog post? Would people be triggered by my mentioning insults, suffering, disturbing images,...
Rebecca Otowa
Oct 26, 20215 min read


EQUINOX – A Meditation on Balance
The other evening I was out for a walk and noticed, walking west, that the sun was about to set. A few minutes later I watched as the...
Rebecca Otowa
Sep 26, 20214 min read


COERCION
"Broken Tile", original painting by Rebecca Otowa 2021 I’ve been thinking a lot about COVID and coercion lately. By this I mean, how the...
Rebecca Otowa
Sep 21, 20215 min read


RAINY FRIDAY AFTERNOON
I am sitting at the front window of my living room, which opens onto the front yard, and it’s raining a bit. This is the wettest August...
Rebecca Otowa
Aug 25, 20214 min read


THANKS, BUT NO THANKS
Feelings always run high for me at the two big holiday seasons of the Japanese year, O-Bon (August) and O-Shogatsu (New Year). Perhaps...
Rebecca Otowa
Aug 4, 20215 min read


THE NEW ARRIVALS
Hello from summery Otowa! Please check out the summer pictures now up on the website. Here is a blog written by my grandchildren about...
Rebecca Otowa
Jun 22, 20214 min read


CHANGING MY IDENTITY
Identity is a funny thing. When you are young, you don’t have much idea of it, and in the first part of your life a lot of energy is...
Rebecca Otowa
May 30, 20215 min read


NOTHING IS WASTED – A Weeding Life
(A correction to the last blog – awa is not a nut like chestnut, but a type of millet. Excuse the error.) I don’t remember when it was...
Rebecca Otowa
Apr 28, 20215 min read


ANOTHER KIND OF LIFE
Many places in Japan are regarded as romantic. One such place is the Gokayama Gassho villages in Toyama Prefecture, and the related...
Rebecca Otowa
Apr 6, 20214 min read


TOO YOUNG TO BE OLD: CHANGE IN THE SIXTH DECADE OF LIFE
I’ve been thinking about the difference between loneliness and aloneness. I vacillate between the two – ironically, I often feel more...
Rebecca Otowa
Mar 25, 20215 min read


COVID IN THE COUNTRYSIDE
Spring festival procession, involving half the town, hundreds of years old – canceled for the first time since large-scale roadworks...
Rebecca Otowa
Mar 11, 20214 min read


MY LIFE IN BED
Recently I had some dental work done, a tooth pulled actually, and before that I organized my bedroom so that I would be able to spend a...
Rebecca Otowa
Feb 11, 20215 min read


SLOWING DOWN TO THE SPEED OF ME
The other day in the supermarket I saw a checkout girl hurrying an elderly man who was trying to get his money, card and receipt all...
Rebecca Otowa
Jan 25, 20215 min read


What is “Normal”?
I know a lot of people who will be bidding 2020 farewell with a sigh of relief, and anticipating a better year to come. From a big...
Rebecca Otowa
Dec 25, 20205 min read


FOR MY MOTHER
My mother, Lucy Phillipp Rasmus, turned 100 on November 1, 2020. Five days later she departed this life. I wasn’t beside her for either...
Rebecca Otowa
Dec 6, 20204 min read


STRUGGLING ARTIST SHOOTS SELF IN FOOT, SAYS “IT DOESN’T HURT”
My husband recently bought a handmade wok at a craft fair. It cost 8000 yen -- the equivalent of about $90 US. I didn’t object, because I...
Rebecca Otowa
Oct 21, 20205 min read


NOT TELLING THE STORY -- The Practice of Tonglen
I have always been attracted to Tibetan Buddhism, its pragmatism and its beauty. One of my favorite spiritual leaders is the Tibetan...
Rebecca Otowa
Sep 23, 20204 min read


A Tale of Myoga
In this time of COVID-19, it is rare to have somewhere to go and really go there. Thus, I was happy to be sitting once more, after an...
Rebecca Otowa
Aug 26, 20204 min read


PLEASE SCREAM INSIDE YOUR HEART
The Challenge of Real Change This blog is slightly longer than usual. Think of it as compensation for not writing in so long. Things are...
Rebecca Otowa
Aug 12, 20206 min read


Go high or go low?
My mother was a great one for “tone of voice”. “Don’t use that tone of voice,” she would scold when we were sarcastic, rude, or mouthy –...
Rebecca Otowa
Jul 27, 20204 min read
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